I don’t know what to do again. I’m stuck. Everyone around me are progressing far beyond me and i’m left alone to drown in my own pity. Am I being weak? No, I know I am strong, stronger than any and everyone else, I have gone through so much and though a little scarred, I emerged fine. Can I do it again? I want somebody to just say “I love you” or “You’re perfect”. I’m being highly irritating and whiny but just one of those day I need someone to hug me, make me feel loved and wanted in this world. God, do you love me? Please send someone. Please help me. I will always love this world and spread kindness, help some come back to me please. Help me be an instrument of your goodness and love. Keep me strong, and place my faith you.